Friday, January 13, 2012

What Lasts When We Lose?

I know I promised that my next posts would be analyzing certain aspects of 10,000 hours, but I must commemorate January 12--a day late thanks to the end-of-term insanity yesterday.  So here's the break in our regularly scheduled programming.

January 12 is always a bittersweet day.  Bitter because it’s the anniversary of the day my family had to start living without Josh, and sweet because it is a day when we all come together and remember him.  This year marks eleven years, and as crazy as this might sound, I’ve only visited my baby brother’s grave a handful of times.

As a writer, I appreciate the graveyard-visit scene as a powerful symbolic, romantic gesture.  Having a character hold a one-sided conversation at the final resting place of a loved one is a great device for revealing inner feelings in a way that’s touching enough to overshadow how contrived it all is.  Do real people actually do that?  Any time I’ve actually thought about giving it a try, it just seemed awkward in my head.  (I watched an episode of Bones recently in which Agent Booth encouraged Dr. Brennan to speak to her mother’s grave.  Brennan thought it was weird, too.  I’ll admit, I felt a little vindicated.)

Another thought:  It is a widely accepted ideology, regardless of religious affiliation, that a human body is separate from the actual person.  So a body in a casket isn’t actually the man or the woman, it’s just what’s left behind.  We treat the bodies of our loved ones with certain respect and ceremony, but this, like the graveyard visit, is symbolic and really mostly about helping the mourners gain closure.

I’m not sure why visiting a graveyard doesn’t speak to me the way it does to others, but I know I have my own symbols that I hang on to.  For example, a Special Olympics cowbell sits on my desk at school.  I bought it long after Josh’s death, but whenever I look at it (or use it to startle a roomful of rowdy students to immediate attention) I think of Josh, his medals, and how proud he was of them.  When students ask about the bell, I get to talk about him.

I also have a collection of three miniature Harley-Davidson motorcycles that my friend Tony gave to Josh.  He loved them, and they had a special place on a shelf where he placed them just so.  I claimed them for my own after losing Josh, and they sit on my bookshelf at home.  When I look at them, I remember how much Josh loved motorcycles, and how any person on a bike was a “buddy.”  It was always fun to see a tattooed, leather-clad tough guy covered in piercings and chains on a motorcycle break into a grin when he noticed Josh in our car exuberantly cheering him on. 

Those motorcycles also remind me of how much Josh meant to our friends.  Josh was a great collector of people.  I think a lot of them might feel like they adopted Josh into their own lives, when the truth is that Josh adopted them.  Unless it was Power Rangers vs. monsters or Walker Texas Ranger vs. the bad guys, Josh didn’t know how to pick sides.  He knew only to be loyal to his friends, and he’d cheer for those buddies just as much as he cheered for his brothers and sisters.

But cowbell, motorcycles, gravesite—all of those things are really just things.  They have powerful symbolic meaning, but ultimately, they’re just objects that won’t last forever.

As I have witnessed the loss of too many friends, family members, and coworkers, I’ve come to realize that the one thing that can’t be destroyed or taken away is how these people have changed me, inspired me, or made me laugh.  Those experiences are not symbolic.  They are real.  We become the true memorials to the ones we’ve lost.

So I thought about what Josh left me. 

I learned compassion, to treat others equally, and to follow the Golden Rule even when people are different.  I learned this by watching many people treat Josh with love, and a few treat him with fear.  I learned it by watching Josh accept everyone, even scary guys on motorcycles that most people would avoid sharing direct eye contact with. 

Josh also taught me to see the positive and to seek it in adversity.  I don’t think I’ve yet faced any challenge so great as the ones Josh faced.  If he could come through those things smiling and laughing, then I can do the same with my trials.

I learned that “cool” doesn’t matter if you have to sell your soul for it.  Real friends recognize your value and seek to change you only when you’re threatening to self destruct.  Being ourselves is a unique kind of cool that others are free to accept or deny, but if we’re willing to accept others’ individual coolness, they’ll be more willing to accept ours.

So while I may have a poor record of cemetery visits, I recognize that I go out into the world every day with a unique perspective that Josh helped shape.  I interact with others, view my surroundings, and look at myself using this perspective.  I’m a better person for having been his sister, and this recognition of his influence is, I think, the most authentic and lasting memorial possible.

So if you’re reading this and have memories of Josh, what did he teach you?

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

The Magic That Is 10,000 Hours

“You have to write ten books before you can publish one.” 
I’ve heard this adage and various versions of it many times, but it wasn’t until I read Malcolm Gladwell’s Outliers that I finally understood what it really meant.  In the book, one of the issues Gladwell discusses is the 10,000-Hour Rule, which states that in order to truly master a skill, an individual must put in 10,000 hours of meaningful practice, regardless of natural ability.
He cites a study by psychologist K. Anders Ericsson in the early 1900s.  The violinists at Berlin’s Academy of Music were divided into three groups.  Students in group one could become world-class soloists, those in group two could play professionally, and those in group three would not likely make a living from their playing.
All of these students had started playing at approximately five years old, and at that age practiced two or three hours a week.  At around eight, the differences started to emerge, when those who would end up in group one started practicing more than the others.  By the time they were twenty, they’d each racked up—drumroll please—10,000 hours of meaningful practice.  Group two had totaled about 8,000 hours, and group three had totaled 4,000.  Ericsson found similar results with the pianists.
The thing he didn’t find was naturals—musicians who were so naturally talented that they could attain higher levels with less practice.  (Gladwell debunks the myth of the natural by showing how Mozart, widely known as a child prodigy, didn’t compose his earliest masterwork—No. 9— until he had been composing for ten years.  His truly great pieces came after twenty years.)
Ericsson also didn’t find any grinds—people who practiced more, but couldn’t break into the higher levels.  Of course, there is a baseline to consider, since these students all had what it took to attend an elite music school.  The thing is, once they proved they had sufficient talent to meet the baseline, hard work separated them.
Gladwell then quotes neurologist Daniel Levitin:  “In study after study, of composers, basketball players, fiction writers, ice skaters, concert pianists, chess players, master criminals, and what have you, this number comes up again and again.  Of course, this doesn’t address why some people get more out of their practice sessions than others do.  But no one has yet found a case in which true world-class expertise was accomplished in less time.  It seems that it takes the brain this long to assimilate all that it needs to know to achieve true mastery.”
So that’s why you have to write ten books first!  But then I wonder what counts as practice, how someone can get those 10,000 hours, and what the "baseline" is for writers.  These will be the subjects of my next few posts, so stay tuned.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

My Top 10 Books of 2011

I love to read, and it's a big prerequisite for writing.  A while back, I started keeping track of all the books I read, so here's the complete list for 2011.  From these 76 titles, here are my ten favorites with links to Amazon.  They're not in any particular order--I just listed them by author last name.  Keep in mind that they were all published at different times; I just read them in 2011.


The China Study by T. Colin Campbell: In looking into vegan nutrition, this book/study was referenced over and over again by many different experts.  I decided to go to the primary source, and I am glad I did.  Basically, it was a giant study with thousands of people that ultimately showed a link between what we eat and our health.  It sounds kind of obvious, right--you are what you eat.  But Dr. Campbell found things like a link between casein (milk protein) and cancer.  Most of our western diseases--heart disease, cancer, diabetes, obesity, etc--can be linked to our western diet that is heavy on the animal products.  READ THIS BOOK.  It will change your life.  Even if you don't "drink the Kool-Aid" and join me in a more vegan way of life, you'll still learn a lot and be more educated about the food and nutrition industry as well as the various research and studies done in this field.

One of Our Thursdays is Missing by Jasper Fforde: This is the sixth book in one of my favorite series by one of my author heroes.  (I even named my dog Thursday.)  Basically, the series follow Thursday Next, who can book jump and enter fiction.  It's this whole alternate-reality thing that's too complicated to go into but I'll just put it this way:  The Thursday Next Series is Harry Potter for book nerds. And one of my favorite things about the series is it keeps getting better (a lot of series do the opposite).  In this book, the Bookworld is teetering on the brink of an all-genre war, and Thursday is the only one who can stop it.  Unfortunately, she's nowhere to be found, so the powers that be turn to the bookworld Thursday (the character who plays her in the books) and ask her to play the real Thursday and help smooth things over.  It's an interesting twist for Fforde to switch points of view after five books from Thursday's perspective, but it worked.  What can I say--he's one of my author heroes, which makes him a genius.

The Last Dragonslayer by Jasper Fforde:  This book brought on feelings of anger for my author hero--not because the book was lacking, but because it was lacking in the United States.  Since it is only published and distributed in the UK, I had to order this on Ebay (I just ordered the second one, released last November, the same way).  The book is the first in a series for young adults.  Teenager Jennifer Strange helps run Kazam, an employment agency for magical folk who do odd jobs, like rewiring your entire house in an afternoon.  Magic is highly regulated, and wizards have delicate egos, so much of Jennifer's work involves paperwork and politicking.  But her life starts to change when visions start prophesying the death of the last dragon by the dragonslayer, and many of the clues suggest Jennifer is that dragonslayer.

The Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follett:  The premise of this book is unexciting--750 pages about building a cathedral in 12th century England.  But it's not really about the cathedral, it's about the people who are brought together by the cathedral.  It all starts with a pregnant woman at a hanging and cursing the men who have witnessed against the baby-daddy.  About 740 pages later, the truth comes out about all of that.  In the middle, you have a varied cast of characters from evil villain to benevolent priest and everyone in between.  They all struggle to get what they want, whether their aims be altruistic, selfish, or just a means of survival.  Be warned, however, there is graphic sexual content in this book.

Hotel on the Corner of Bitter and Sweet by Jamie Ford:  This book starts in the 1980s with a discovery in the Panama Hotel, near Seattle's Japantown.  Crates and crates of possessions were stored in the hotel by Japanese families who were sent to World War II internment camp, were then sealed up with the closed hotel, and resurfaced when a new owner began remodeling.  Henry Lee, a Chinese-American resident of Seattle for his whole life, and a recent widower, is reminded of his childhood 40 years ago, and Keiko, the Japanese girl he befriended at school.  It's a very engaging story--I hesitate to call it a love story, but that's really what it is, just with a childhood innocence as Henry slips back and forth between past and present and begins to wonder what happened to Keiko.

Born to Run by Christopher McDougall:  You'll put down this book and say, "Wow!"  I don't even know how to explain it--memoir, biography, science, medicine, anthropology...it's all in there.  The book centers on the author's search for the Tarahumara tribe in the Copper Canyons of Mexico--a tribe known for running hundreds-mile races in flimsy leather sandals in the unforgiving heat with surprisingly few injuries or maladies common to the more "advanced" runner.  From there, his journey branches off into looking at various runner athletes and tribal hunters who actually run their prey to death.  Eventually he finds his answers, and much, much more.  This is truly a groundbreaking work--and if you're curious about those weird glovelike, finger-toe shoes, the answer's here.  Check out his interview on The Daily Show.

Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs: Jacob's grandfather was always telling stories about his childhood, showing pictures of his many friends with special powers--a levitating girl, a strong boy.  Jacob believed them all, but eventually outgrew them, seeing the stories as metaphors for his grandfather's difficult years as a Jew and soldier in World War II.  But after his grandfather's mysterious death, Jacob wonders if he was correct in his disbelief and sets out to discover the truth.

The Psychopath Test by Jon Ronson:  I learned about this book thanks to Jon Ronson's interview on The Daily Show.   For him, it all started when he was contacted to use his investigative journalism skills to figure out the mystery of a strange book being sent to various neurologists.  His search takes him into the middle of the psychology industry, both the doctors and the critics (most notably the Scientologists).  What he discovered is that psychopaths, who we generally equate with serial killers and rapists, make up 1% of the regular population and 25% of the prison population.  They also make up 25% of top ranking CEOs and other high-power positions where a lack of empathy might  come in handy. 

The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks by Rebecca Skloot:  In 1951, cervical cancer cells were taken from Henrietta Lacks which turned out to be the holy grail scientists were looking for.  They wanted cells to run tests on, but "farming" cells was difficult because after a few generations the cells would no longer reproduce.  Henrietta Lacks's cells, known as HeLa cells, kept going and going, and ultimately founded multimillion dollar industries and helped develop vaccines and treatments for ailments such as polio.  Meanwhile, her family lived in poverty without any knowledge of this.  Over a ten-year period, Rebecca Skloot researched the cells, the woman behind them, and the ethics surrounding this sort of research.  Others had tried to do this before, but had failed to gain the trust of the Lacks children and other family members.  Here is a great interview on The Colbert Report.

The Help by Kathryn Stockett:  I won't go to into detail on this one since it was EVERYWHERE.  I'll just say that I really loved it.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Nothing About Writing Here, Just My Thoughts on Resolutions

As soon as Christmas passes, we're bombarded with new year's resolutions.  I've never been big on these, mostly because it's all about talking big, dreaming big, then falling flat on your face.  Overwhelmingly, new year's resolutions don't work.  Need proof?  If you're an active gym member, you see this annually.  The gym is packed in January (so much so that I mainly stick to home workouts during this month rather than get kicked in the face by a confused resolutioner in a too-packed kickboxing class), begins to taper off in February, and by the beginning of March is back to normal.

(I actually wonder sometimes if resolutioning isn't a gimmick promoted by the fitness industry.  I'm pretty sure that all those year-long contracts that aren't used March-December are actually making the gym more affordable and enjoyable for those of us year-round users.)

Think about it this way:  New year's resolutions will last about as long as it takes to start writing "2012" automatically.

When people ask me what my resolutions are, I will jokingly respond that I make St. Patrick's Day resolutions.  Have I ever actually made a SPD resolution?  No.  It's an arbitrary day, just like January 1, Monday, the Ides of March, or the second Thursday of the month.  There's nothing special about the first day of the year other than the meaning we assign it as the beginning of a new us.

The truth is that we change when we want to change, and not a second sooner.  Real change sneaks up on us, and it's usually not something we have to think about, we just do it.  And while these changes are subtle, they can have dramatic effects.

For example, sometime this year, I shifted from vegetarian to mostly vegan.  I can't tell you exactly when it happened--sometime around March, probably-- but it started with substituting soy yogurt into my morning smoothie and ended up with seven or eight additions to my cookbook collection and a 90% vegan diet.  I expect that I'll maintain this way of eating for the rest of my life.

So why did this "resolution" stick while others (such as folding the laundry immediately after removing it from the dryer) fail?  Most importantly, I was ready.  I'd laid the foundation by eating vegetarian for several years and experimenting with vegan cooking.  This "resolution" was a change I really wanted, and I could transition into.  And secondly--and maybe even just as important--I have room to cheat without failing.  I know it's not realistic for me to be 100% vegan 100% of the time.  I LOVE ice cream and cheese.  Plus, some baked goods just aren't the same without a real egg in there.  But these are things that I can live without on most days and use as special treats.  Plus, having the wiggle room makes eating out less stressful and is easier for my friends and family to comply with when they want to make something this crazy vegetarian will enjoy.  (Vegan cooking is actually quite simple, but it does take a certain amount of research and resources to get comfortable with.)

So the bottom line--when change is important enough to make, then make it, whatever day of the year, month, or week it might be.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

My Favorite Books from A to Z...but not Q or X

In the summer of 2007, I started keeping an annotated bibliography of all the books I read.  I am currently at 253 titles.  As I updated it today, I wondered if I had covered all the letters of the alphabet.  Unfortunately, I am missing titles for Q and X, but that didn't stop me from compiling my 26--make that 24-- favorites:

Art of Racing in the Rain, The by Garth Stein
Born to Run by Christopher MacDougall
Columbine by Dave Cullen
Dirty Job, A, by Christopher Moore
Eyre Affair, The, by Jasper Fforde
Freakonomicsby Stephen D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner
Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Society, The by Mary Ann Shaffer and Annie Barrows
Hunger Games, The by Suzanne Collins
Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, The by Rebecca Skloot
Joy Luck Club, The by Amy Tan
Kite Runner, The, by Khaled Hosseini
Last Unicorn, The by Peter Beagle
Mistborn by Brandon Sanderson
Night by Elie Wiesel
Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell
Pillars of the Earth, The by Ken Follett
Q
Room by Emma Donoghue
Slam by Walter Dean Myers
To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
Unwind by Neal Shusterman
V for Vendetta by Alan Moor and David Lloyd
Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen
X
Year of Wonders by Geraldine Brooks
Zorro by Isabel Allende

Monday, November 14, 2011

NaNo 2011--My First 2,000ish Words


I sit in the observation room as they lead Ryker toward the huge machine.  “Will it hurt?” he asks.   His voice, tinny through the speakers in the wall, betrays his fear.  Flanked by two armed guards, the nurse offers both pity and warmth through a practiced smile.
                “You’ll be sedated,” she assures him. 
                “Why would he ask that?” asks a girl in the room.  “He’s seen enough of these to know.”
                A couple other kids snicker in response.  A boy, Thatcher, speaks up.  “He’s got to be terrified.  I have nightmares about this happening to me.”
                “You should be terrified,” the first girl says.  “You’re always at the bottom of the intelligence list.  And being scared is just another form of weakness.  You’ll be in there soon enough.”
                Thatcher’s face pales, and he doesn’t attempt a comeback. 
There are about ten of us who have come to watch Ryker’s eradication, one of the annual requirements for all students in Brighton Academy over the age of four.  We have to witness the consequences of not measuring up.
Ryker trembles noticeably and shoots glances at the door.  One of the guards moves to block the exit and put to rest any idea of fleeing.  The other stays close, ready to restrain Ryker if necessary.
This is my eleventh eradication.  I’ve seen students attempt to flee, try to fight off the nurse, even attack the guards.  School lore maintains that one student, long before any of us existed, fought so fiercely that a guard had to shoot and kill him.
“Five callens he makes a break for it,” says a girl behind me.  “You in, Elizabeth?”  I shake my head, but the other students start placing bets.
Ryker won’t fight.  He’s a nervous type, not confrontational, which was probably his downfall.  The tests made him nervous, and his nervousness made him sloppy.  It’s not uncommon among us, but there’s no room for error.  If you can’t take the pressure, then you’re not meant to be a Gent.
I watch Ryker sit back in the seat and hold out his arm for the sedative injection.  His face and body calm as he slips into oblivious sleep.  While Ryker drifts off, the nurse attaches several wires, clamps, and needles to his scalp with experienced efficiency. 
I hear callen tickets exchanging hands behind me as the students tease each other.  “I told you he didn’t have it in him to struggle,” and “With those powers of observation, you’ll be eradicated next.” 
Meanwhile, the nurse finishes her routine, securing Ryker’s head and shoulders to the chair and restraining his wrists.
I’ll miss Ryker.  We weren’t especially close, but he always said hi in classes, and he looked out for me.   When I was nine, I came in dead last during an intelligence assessment.  The boys and girls teased me for weeks, placing their fingers on my head in imitation of the eradication machine.  Ryker stood up for me, batting their hands away and reminding them of the precariousness of our continued existence as Gents at Brighton Academy.
The students fall silent as the door to Ryker’s room opens and the Eradicator enters.  The nurse has finished with Ryker and steps back to allow the Eradicator to check her work.  He’s an unpretentious looking man, small and slight with light-colored, thinning hair.  His rimless glasses reflect the machine’s lights while he works.
My stomach drops as the Eradicator and a guard each produce a key card.  They use both to open a drawer beside the machine.  A retinal scan of the Eradicator’s eye finishes the process, and the drawer opens.
This used to be easy.  When I was young, I didn’t know the students who lost their education to the eradication machine.  I didn’t miss them when they joined the ranks of the Regs, and I couldn’t imagine a life of menial labor among the insufficiently intelligent.  Now, each year I watch another eradication, I feel new fear, which is the whole point of forcing us to witness the procedure.  I promise myself never to procrastinate this responsibility again.  I shouldn’t be watching Ryker—I should watch someone I don’t know and have never spoken to—but his is the last eradication before my year runs out, so I have no choice.  If I fail to meet this requirement, I’ll have points against me, and I’ll be one step closer to being in his shoes.
From the drawer, the Eradicator has withdrawn a syringe filled with a thick, sickly yellow liquid.  He inserts it just behind Ryker’s left ear and depresses the plunger.  It takes ages to empty.  Tense breathing fills the room around me.  For all their pretended callousness, Brighton students understand this reality.  One slip up and this could be any one of us.
The Eradicator waits thirty seconds, checks Ryker’s vital signs, and nods to the nurse.
She flips the switch.
“I’ve heard the smell is horrible,” someone says.  Lasers and needles work on his brain, searing his hair from his scalp in jagged patches.  His body occasionally jerks in response to the stimulation in his brain, causing a similar reaction from the observers.  We never get used to the painful-looking convulsions.  The machine, however, senses the movement and corrects itself, locating the precise pattern unique to Ryker’s brain.
No one speaks for the remaining ten minutes of the procedure.  Ryker jerks, the machine adjusts, and the Eradicator runs around Ryker’s chair monitoring his vital signs.  The nurse stands ready with a case of syringes, all treatments for possible side effects of eradication.  He might stop breathing, become paralyzed, or have a seizure.  Most eradications go smoothly—I’ve only seen the Eradicator use those treatments three times—but he’s always prepared.  I’ve heard that the Brighton Eradicator is one of the best, and I only hope those aren’t rumors.  No Brighton student has ever so much as spoken to someone in another academy, so I don’t know for sure.
We all let out a breath as the machine slows down and stops.  The Eradicator removes another syringe from the previously locked drawer and the nurse pulls a privacy screen between the observation room window and Ryker.  We see the green liquid and large needle before it disappears behind the curtain.  Although we can’t witness it, we know what is happening.  Sterilization. 
It is over quickly, and the nurse removes the screen and sets to work freeing Ryker’s sleeping form from the machine and restraints.  The Eradicator injects Ryker one last time, this one in his neck to counteract the sedative, and then puts his instruments away.  
Ryker slowly begins to stir.
“Here goes nothing,” a boy says in a quiet, low voice.  It’s been silent for so long that this interruption feels like an intrusion.  We all know this is when we find out whether the eradication was successful.
After eradication, Ryker should remember how to read and write, as well as other simple facts and procedures.  He will remember how to feed himself and who the commander is.  He’ll know his colors and basic math.  But everything he learned after turning six has been taken, eradicated. 
He sits up, and the Eradicator approaches him.  “How are you feeling?” he asks.
Ryker rubs his head, exploring the bare patches of scalp with his fingers, flinching when he hits a tender spot.  “Where am I?” he asks.  I unclench a little.  Ryker can still speak, and he knows how to put a sentence together.  His simple cognitive function is undamaged.
“You’re at Brighton Academy,” the Eradicator says.  “But I’m sorry, you can’t stay.”
“Isn’t that a place for Gents?”
“It is a place for Intelligents, yes.”
Ryker looks down at himself.  He is wearing denim pants and a dark blue cotton shirt—the uniform of the Regs—instead of the crisp, short lab coats and trousers of a Brighton Academy Gent.  “This is odd,” he says.  “I look like a Reg, but I can only ever remember a life at school.”
The Eradicator offers his hand and helps Ryker stand.  “Walk for me,” he says.  This is the second and final test.  If Ryker’s physical function is intact, he can move on to an occupation among the Regs.  I don’t allow myself to think about what would happen if he fails to take a step.  I silently encourage him.
Effortlessly, Ryker’s foot moves forward, and he takes two solid, if a bit groggy, steps.
The Eradicator smiles at his work and finally answers Ryker’s previous question.  “You remember living here because it’s all you’ve ever known.  You were born here and educated here, but you’re not suited to this life.  Today, you will experience your new life for the first time.”  He nods at the guards, who open the door and allow two young women to enter.  “These young ladies are here to take you home,” the Eradicator explains.  “Meet Penny and Kellie.  Ladies, this is Rykie.”
“No,” says Ryker.  “That doesn’t seem right.”  He thinks for a few long seconds.  “What’s my name?” he asks, panic beginning to show.
“Your name among the Regulars is Rykie,” the Eradicator says.  “It will take a little getting used to, since you can’t recall your former name, but that is how you will be known from now on.”
The girls come forward and each take one of Ryker’s elbows.  They will give him the scripted explanations as they walk him into his new life among the Regs.  He’s heard it before—we all have—but his memory is lost now, so it will be new to him. 
They will tell him that he’ll find a trade among the Regs, something suited to his abilities, which are already known.  He will perform his work in exchange for food rations, housing, and medical care.  It’s hard work, but the living conditions are comfortable.  Ryker—Rykie—now has a new purpose.  His work, and the work of all the Regs, supports the Gents, who use their extraordinary intellect to solve the world’s evils. 
The young women will tell all of this to Rykie, reiterating the idea that the Regs do important work by spending their own energy in order to allow the Gents to concentrate on real problems.  I don’t know what will happen to him after that.  I hope with a guilty conscience that I never find out for myself.
“That’s another one down,” says one of the observers.  We all stand and retrieve our tablets from various bags, purses, or over-large pockets.  As we exit the observation room, the nurse presses her fingertip to each screen, which scans her fingerprint as evidence that we observed the procedure.
I take my tablet from her and wipe her oily print off the screen.  The eradication verification form appears.  I already know what it says, since signing it is a formality every year.  I check off the medical accomplishments of the Gents: preventing or curing seventy-five percent of all cancer, developing ways to prevent all birth defects, curing diabetes and most degenerative diseases.  The next section focuses on agricultural feats: creating taize, a hybrid supercorn, by cross-breeding strong, energy-rich types of corn with other grains and plants, converting taize into tysene, a renewable, powerful, and efficient fuel, bioengineering meat products that don’t require the space, resources, or slaughtering required by traditional animal husbandry.  I check through the list quickly and get to the educational philosophy of Peter Tamson, the first commander of the New Establishment. 
Hundreds of years ago, the average intelligence was frightfully low, and education was wasted on everyone instead of being viewed as the finite resource it is.  Why spend time, money, and attention educating those who cannot or will not use it, will not make a difference?  Because of the Radical Reorganization, Tamson’s revolutionary method of selected breeding and education, the New Establishment State now leads the world in wealth, education, and progress.   We only allow the most intelligent members of society to procreate, then we identify the best among their offspring and focus on developing their talents and abilities.  With more and more countries following our lead, we must redouble our efforts to remain the best.
 I sign off on the line, my signature saying that I will work toward the goal of bringing glory to my Academy and country, and should I be found unfit to do so, I will accept my role among the Reg population, where I will work to support those whose abilities exceed my own.  Once I submit the form through my tablet mail, my to-do list pops up, and “Annual Eradication: Age 16” moves into the column of completed tasks.  Ryker lost years of education and a chance to change the world for the better.  I crossed off a chore.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

I Love to Hate You

I've been thinking a lot lately about what inspires me, and I have to say that I am often inspired by the sick and twisted.  Need proof?  Well,one of the first things I assigned my seniors to read was "A Modest Proposal" by Jonathan Swift, a satirical essay in which he proposes that the Irish (who were oppressed, starving, and overpopulated) ease their suffering by selling their one-year-old babies to the British...for food.  (Remember, this is SATIRE.  If you're not sure what that means, just imagine I said that Stephen Colbert came up with that plan, and then you'll understand.)

Anyway, I am inspired by the bad guys.  I love them, and a lot of people think that's strange.  I understand when this confuses people.  After all, I'm the mostly-vegan vegetarian living with fifteen mammals and reptiles who is all about making love, not war.  Had I been around earlier in history, I would have made an awesome hippie.  I even have the hair for it.

But what a lot of people don't do automatically is to separate between fact and fiction.  Real bad guys freak me out.  People are responsible for terrible deeds, and that never fails to sadden and disturb me.  These bad guys do not inspire me, and I really wish there were a way to cure the world of them.

But in the fictional world, the bad guys have one job: to create conflict.  Every story centers around that conflict, so no bad guy = no story, and stupid bad guy = stupid story.  Following that logic, great bad guy = great story.  They appall us, they offend us, and they make us cry, but that just means they're doing their job of causing the main characters pain.  And if the main characters aren't suffering, then you aren't cheering them on, and at the end of the book, they wouldn't have achieved anything. (You'd be so bored you would have put the book down unfinished ages ago, anyway.)

So the journey of a writer is to find that conflict and that perfect bad guy and allow them to torment the good guys.  It's the neverending story of good vs. evil, and as readers (and viewers), we eat it up every time.